OMG !

It's been a long time I didn't blogging ,

Well , 

Let me tell you what happened lately , 

* August 22th i guess ? I went to KL for Nametag's performance 

* September 5th , Uncle Jas passed away 

That's all that still on my mind

HAHA

later :)

Cheer Comp 2008 :)

Bat's camera , thanks babe :D

finally ,
i hung up with friends without any trouble ,
i enjoyed the day so much ,
i made friends ,

i laughed out like hell ,
jumping around ,
blushing like pig ,
n wtv ,
hahaha ,

everyones there but your not there ,
kinda missing you ,

I cry out
But no one hears me
I seek shelter
But no one shields me
I reach out
But no one sees me
I scream
I cry
But only on the inside
No one knows me
I exist only to myself
I am in your world
But only as a ghost
Forever lost
Dying on the inside
Will you save me ?

Show me the guns of unfailing love ,
Show me the bullets of never-ending words ,
And say , I'm sorry
This was all my fault .

So let's set the stage on fire ,
Hollywood would be so jealous .
Watch the sparks dance as the night ends ,
The rise and fall of our love .

The beginning has just ended ,
The ending just begun .
Pick up your guns ,
The hunt is on .

Sound of a shot so distant,
Screams of a widow so frail .
Relish in this moment of pleasure ,
Night unfurls its splendour .

Death, she beckons in
Shall I give in ?
The scars on wrists and heart
The bruise of the fall .

Death so pretty ,
oh so sweet ,
Forgive me ,
For I have sinned .

Waiting for you
Like waiting for the night
Or Autumn to take its toll on the world
Oh so long
But in the end , more than worth it
Missing you
Is like missing the rain in the dry heat
Or missing the snow , beautiful and pure
But makes seeing you again oh so bitter sweet
And Loving you
Is like nothing I've ever felt before
But I wait for it, I miss it
Like nothing else
But seeing your smile, more beautiful than night or Autumn or rain or the crystal snow
Is so very worth it

Dead inside waiting ,

The road to dawn ,
Is a long and hard journey ,
When I get there , I know I'll be happy ,
Because at the end of the road ,
You'll be there waiting ,
Ready to stab me when I get to the end .

As I traverse this road to happiness ,
I cant feel , so I cut my wrist ,
Just to feel that I'm alive .

May 12th ,

Please choose one , my dear *



concrete wall 1*
the place where I live

concrete wall 2*
the place where I am loved

concrete wall 3*
the place where I look good

concrete wall 4*
the place where I am an good person

I don`t know where to look because every wall is a lie
my concrete box with everyone and me except for everyone